janalife

2009-11-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

hello peeps,hmm don't really know where to start with heh.
currently i will be away.AWAY from my home network.I
really need to get a new lappy!!! i mean lap top.gosh my
internet has gone wild sia.And will be staying overnite at my
sis house,so to my dearest,contact me through ma hp yeah:)

2009-11-06T23:07:00.000-08:00

2009-11-05T06:13:00.000-08:00

aaah!!! COTTON ON cotton on!!

I need MORE money!!!

I need NEW dress!!

I need NEW pants!!

I need MORE shirts!!

I need NEW shoes!!

$ $ $ $ $ $

2009-11-02T19:35:00.001-08:00

2009-11-02T03:50:00.000-08:00

is "LOVE" a must in teenagers?

Well my answer to that:"NO"

Why?:because when relationship

don't last long,the female will

waste her tears and blah blah

blah,the next thing:feel regret

being with that male.Then

the same thing will happen

again and again and again.

Biler nak over seyh gini?!

So its best not to have a relationship

if you think you are not ready!

im sick sia of looking at others

crying when they failed in their

relationship.

My mum always advice me:

"jana,pursue your career first!

then can have boyfriend."

Thats the thing im gonna do.

my first priority:be a mly dance

instructor.

Secondly:support my parents

& enjoy myself from age18-28.

Thirdly:buy a nice car.

Forthly:find boyfriend*optional

Lastly:if got boyfriend,then marriage.

Guess what my mum & friends told me

when i said that i want to get married when i reached

28-30???

They say:"Too old lah jana!,nanti jadi anak dara tua."

Well to me,why not?!i mean exclude the anak dara

tua part.

But but but wait,i admit that

its okay to have crush on boys

that i like but having a boyfriend

at this age(im 15 now),well its not my

THING!

2009-10-28T04:54:00.000-07:00

i can't be bothered with my end year
result.all i can say is that i only failed one
subject.can't revealed the subject coz its
too embarrasing.gosh forget it.im really gonna
take tuition this december.DAMN next year
im facing my N'level..WORK hard,hard WORK.

school term is ending soon,holiday's coming.
Got to start with my art courseWORK.

"c'mon JANA start planning,start thinking,
stop slacking,stop dreaming!"

GOOD NEWS,i manage to skip camping! hehe
dun have to suffer myself for that 4 days 3night
there.

BAd NEWS,my form teacher wants to meet my
mum.O_oooo(meet the parent session)

4 more weeks to sarawak trip.
i swear gonna relieve all my tension&stress
there.So SARAWAK,HERE I COME!

Okay,had dance practise just now.
currently preparing for the event
which will be held at eastpoint mall
on 14 NOVEMBER 2009.So come
watch us .not hiphop but traditional
malay dance:)

Will update more soon.
buh-bye!

Travel here and there

2009-10-24T02:59:00.000-07:00

AT last ,i bought a new network adapter(internet),

its a thing used for wireless internet(Wi Fi)

Seriously i really really really TIRED!

wake up early in the morning at 6am,

then go to bedok int wait for mum there,

in my school uniform.why??

because,i have to take a bursary award

at (btuc building)marina boulevard.

After that,went to (CHALLENGER)simei,

to buy the adapter(looks exactly like a

thumbdrive).Then go to the last destination

(changi) go buy nasi lemak .

Finally,HOME SWEET HOME!

Can you just imagine that 7HOURS outside!

travel here,travel there.

LUCKLY S'PORE GOT MRT.

burrr....burrr...burrr

PENAT seyh

ok lah,thats it.

SAYONARA PEOPLE,means BYE BYE

DAMN !

2009-10-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

my COMPUTER-internet adapter has gone PEKAK!!

Need to fix ASAP!

Lets step up !

2009-10-17T09:36:00.001-07:00

"Sayang you can dance" a movie that
shows some extract from the STEP UP 1&2.
You people should watch this cause maybe
it will make you realise how important to chase
after your dreams & some funky dance moves
that will make you dance to the beat!

im really worried for my EOY result.More
importantly is my english.im looking forward
to see a grade5 o r4 in english coz i just wanna
pass and get promoted to sec4.

on NOVEMBER28,will be going to (kuching)sarawak
for 4 days with my inderawasih peeps.One week before the trip,
sec3 adventure camp for 4days&3night.I HATE CAMPING!
I will have to find a reasonable reasons to escape.

Okay thats all for today.

2009-10-15T23:40:00.000-07:00

I feel uneasy with your presence.
I dare not make eye contact.
I am afraid.
Afraid that those feelings will come back.
Not a single word was spoken through my mouth.
Whenever you sat near me,i would keep myself a distance away from you or
turn my back .
Im sorry,i have to.
As mentioned before,this is for our own good.
It's the only way for me to stop having a crush on you.
If you happened to know this,GO concentrate on your studies
& stop thinking about it.
And if you want to avoid me,so be it.
One last word for you:Thankyou.

Thank you for being my friend.
Thank you for your hardwork.

Let allah s.w.t decides our fate.

2009-10-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

BACK IN 2 WEEKS time

i love my siblings

2009-09-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

Pejam celik pejam celik,esok punye esok dh raya.
So excited! tomorrow,HOUSE cleaning.My task:
Lap tingkap,gosok langsir,pasang langsir,etc.
WOW! usually for the past few years,all these
was done by my sis.But now she is married.So
these TASK was passed down to me.Ahhh!!
I want TO PROTEST! hehe but nevermind lorr.
Well speaking about my sis,i miss her alot.Even-
though we used to quarrel alot in the past,still
i miss her MEMBEBEL macam mak nenek,
pulling her hair(dulu saya kecik2 memang nakal hehe),
disturbing her for no reason,etc.She is like the best sister!
No matter what,i will always respect her.Fyi,umur kiter
jarak cume 10tahun.*jaw drop

Now lets move on to my brother,he is also married,got
daughter already(same as my sis but only that she got a son).
Umur kiter jarak 9tahun.*again jaw drop.He still live under
the same rooftop as me.Sometimes quarrel.Haiya! to be honest lorr,
these few days i've been quarrelling alot with him.*can't elaborate,too
personal.OKAY here's the tricky part.i don't know how to ask for
forgiveness like kene salam tangan dier.Is not that i don't want,but
malu uh senang kater.I told my mum about this ,AND she said :
"jana jangan nk MEREPEK!tengok macam ibu ni,ibu tk malu pun
nk salam tangan abang ibu sendiri??!"
i said,"ibu lain uh ,mane ade selalu gaduh.nk kater kan,ibu jarang gaduh."
Then I pleaded her to help me say sorry to my brother on my behalf.
And again her FAVOURITE sentence,"JANGAN NK MEREPEK".
i was like,"okay fine".So i will have to gather my guts to ask my brother for
forgiveness.But i scared that he will laugh at me.Nanti tak tentu pasal paiseyh -__-

okay thats all for today,
going to sleep,very tired sia,

yours sincerely,
jana

selamat selamat hari raya

2009-09-15T06:40:00.000-07:00

2009-09-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

Hey YOU! well semenjak berpuase ni ,
been very busy saving up some cash for

my hari raya SHOE.Which i just bought

it just now AT "Be Here for Good things(BHG)"

They are having sales & the price is also nice.

After that bought some J.CO doughnuts.

THEN Home sweet home.

Jemput makan ya!

2009-09-11T22:45:00.000-07:00

2009-09-11T18:30:00.000-07:00

SOmetimes the person whom you see before is in good health,
But after a few months,you found out that he/she has
left the world forever.(meninggal dunia)Its really a shocking
feel for you.Therefore,im feeling it right now.Eventhough the
person(my mums'cousin) wasn't that close to me,but she was
"kind".That word describes her the best.All i can ask is that
who will be next?im afraid that someone i love&care might just have the
same fate as her.
i will just pray for her during this ramadhan.May Allah s.w.t
forgive her(if she ever have sins) & put her in SYURGA.

2009-09-03T16:19:00.000-07:00

YOU should watch the taiwan

drama"FATED TO LOVE YOU"

ETHAN RUAN is &*%^^% HOT!

you can watch it on CHANNEL U,weekdays,10-11pm

Or another drama "GREEN FOREST,MY HOME"

on youTUBE

2009-09-01T21:11:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum(islam greetings)

Hello hey hey! Im getting a bit bored here.

Well before that,i wanna wish HAPPY

TEACHER'S DAY to all the grate&great-FUL

teachers out there.Yesterday,went back to

primary sch with mai.Oh ya suppose to

go with another person(shakila,my besties),

hmm she can't make it due to her school timing.

I understand :D

When we arrived,i notice that not alot of the ex-

student attend(during my badge).TK JIWERR

LANGsung! hmpph!Then met with my pri4&6

form teacher,LIKE WOW! both of them changed.

Then blah blah blah chitchatting with them.

After that HOME SWEET HOME.Maklumluh

bulan ramadhan,ade sedikit letih deh.

And yes! i cant denied that i hate him that much.

(alamak pecah temberang,oops!)

And yeah!again. Bulan ramadhan ni ader banyak

dugaan yang harus ditempuhi.Im really hoping that

after ramadhan,things get back to normal.hais.

2009-08-24T19:10:00.000-07:00

Ehem ehem testing test test 1,2,3,

Hello People,i apologize again for

not updating my blog.Well here

i am,with some post.But first

where should i start ya??hmm...

Introducing my new hairstyle(drumROLL)***

I know,i know.must be a real SHOCKing huh.Like maggi right?? well again i know,know,i know.

Then secondly a good news for me,

if you people watch suria,u will

notice my face appear in the recent

event"Hari raya @the city" in PESADA SENI.

They only show it like only 5 seconds.

haiya,sigh* Its my first time(feelin abit jakon)

Credits to humaira for helpin me snapping the pix:THANK YOU MAI!

And again i have not announce

something.(drumROLL)*****

CONGRATS SARA AQILAH!

At last she wins:) thumbs up!

thats all ! not much,

BTW for the muslims,

SELAMAT BERPUASA,

Kuat Kan Iman Untuk berpuasa.

Random pix taken with my anak sedare(nur sabrina),shes very naughty but cute as always like her aunt(me)..hehehe perasan je aku ni.

TC,

salam dari,

JANA!

buh-bye!!

2009-08-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

Yaw yaw people.

been too busy with school stuff,

so dont have the time to do update

that much.

Summary for today:

Had a nice breakfast eating epok-epok &

Drink Milo..hmmm yum yum...

first lesson was geography,i forgot to bring

the geog book(dead-_-)

Then MT,as usual

After that is recess.had a bowl of teriyaki.

then again sosial studies,sleep in class.

i was really tired seyh.But luckly teacher

told us to do our own revision coz she already

covered/taught us most of the chapters.

Ouh ya this pix credits to nelson,he took this while i was having a little nap.This is what we call a very hard working student(nur jannah) that always burnt the midnight oil...haiyo!!!

Then then blah blah blah blah,

lesson lesson lesson lesson....

And lastly home sweet home.

Surprisingly for me,i got that energy/semangat

to study for this month to prepare for End-Of-Year

exam.huhu syukur lah.Oh well,left with two more days

to start fasting(puasa).

Last but not least,i would like to say this:

I FEEL GOOD!!!!

2009-08-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday ,went to johore bahru with mum& relatives.Firstly went to Larkin central then to Angsana.The ANGSANA mall was damn fun.Becoz of the SHOPping i must say:)But still the best food sellings that win my appetite is the KOTARAYA mall.Theres some pictures here:Me &kak nabilah(my cousin) took some pics while both our mum do the shopping.I WANT TO GO ANGSANA mall AGAIN !

Hmm,fasting month is around the corner,i can feel abit of the "nikmat".Semangat nk celebrate hari raya dah ader.Chey belom lagiberpuase dh nk raya.But still before celebratinghari raya,we have to go through fasting first.Macam dh tk sabar uh nk puase.Just left with1 more wk to fasting.

Biler teringatkan bulan puase,i can still remember those memories with my late grandparents.i miss them alot*sobbing.Tetapi apa kan daya,life has to go on.I will always remember them in my heart eventhough they are not here with me.

2009-08-10T00:12:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday S'pore

2009-08-06T18:56:00.000-07:00

This picture taken on SYF performing&judging day

This picture taken on competition 1AUGUST2009

Ouh i haven't announce victory of inderawasih,have i?

WELL HERE IT IS,

INDERAwasih WON 1ST place(1august2009)in a

DANCE competition at sembawang.

THUMBS up!

I must say that all this wouldn't happen if

there's no teamwork & support&encourageMENT

from teachers & instructor.

This is only the beginning,theres more to go.

i believe&trust that inderaWASIH will

make more winnings in future coming.

Slowly learning&climbing to the top.

wink*

And im really hoping that

TEAMspirit will keep us strong

no matter what happens alright.

2009-08-06T18:40:00.000-07:00

Hallu!Well today's lesson,its abit boring.

But i must say that only english lessons

(for today only)make my DAY.You know

WHY?? crank some jokes on grammer.

My english teacher gave us each a piece

of grammer worksheet.The objective?

To CORRECT GRAMMER DUH!obviously.

But this time its different,the sentence

sounds RUBBISH! its hilarious though.

Okay now im sharing with you people,

EXAMPLE 1

In Hangzhou zoo:

"Please do not feed animals.If you have suitable food

give it to the guard on duty"

Correction :

"Please do not feed the animals.If you have any animal

food please give it to the zookeeper"

EXAMPLE 2

In a Shanghai hotel elevator:

"Please leave your values at the front desk"

Correction :

"Please leave your valuables at the front desk"

EXAMPLE 3

OUTSIDE A SECOND HAND SHOP:

"We exchange anything-bicycles,washing machines etc.

Why not bring your wife along and get a wonderful bargain."

Correction:

"We exchange anything-bicycles,washing machines etc.

Why don't you come down with your wife

to get a wonderful bargain"

etc....etc....theres more.

i learn something,"english is not that bad,it can sometimes be

hilarious"

2009-08-03T01:15:00.000-07:00

I REALLY NEED TO SET THINGS Right BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!

Let me TEll you first about my feels RIGHT NOW:

IM SCARED

IM GUILTY

IM AFRAID

IM LOST

IM mean

IM CONFUSED

All this happen for no reason!

Seriously I DON'T KNOW WHY???

I need a rest,please give me some space,

i need to reflect back my mistake.

And when i do,I WILL MAKE SURE

things goes back normal.

Yeah i realise that i've changed:(

Oh wait,its never too late.

im gonna put a smile from tomorrow onwards.

Maybe with just a glimpse of that particular smile,

it will cool down people's mind:)

2009-07-25T21:23:00.000-07:00

hello hello helo,

yesterday summary:

PASS my 2.4km run

(alhamdulillah)by16mins.

i thought that i couldn't

make it but indeed i did

huhu~Then lesson blah

blah blah blah blah blah

blah,HOMEsweetHOME

Today summary:

im just happy that i

bought a nokia hp for

my mum,well the phone is

not that fancy but still i bought

that hp with my own savings.

"Sorry ibu kalau hp tu tkde camera

but still ade radio:)"

now its easier for me to contact my mum.

CheckLists:

~~~bought mum a GIFT~~

~MP4

~new simple hp

~new bagPACK

~head-phone(red )

~jazz pallas shoe(blue/white)

2009-07-21T21:16:00.000-07:00

greetings people!

This few days,

i haven't been

feelin really well.

Wanted to see the

doctor but my "schedule"

is very tight: like theres

mly dance practise(which

i can't afford to miss it)then

got chem/bio tests,lots & lots

of revision to be done ASAP

like english oral which is

next week & etc.Well

probably im lack of

enough sleep.Yeah maybe.

Now im currently revising

for chem NOTES to prepare

for tomorrow common test.

wah headache leh!

Todays summary:

School as per normal,

had social studies class

test,got back my last 2weeks

english common test result.

whoah heng! just pass:D

well slowly im trying to

improve.Then lessons

...yayapapaya...blah blah

blah....Lastly HSH:

hOME sWEET hOME

THE end:)

2009-07-18T00:24:00.000-07:00

Greetings people!

whoah im really

tired leh.Goin to

sleep soon,but

before that let

me show something

alright!?

Jeng jeng jeng!

PRESENTing-ting!

My final touch on

the paperCUT.

Ouh why the background

using newspaper??

beCOZ im SHORT OF
COLOURed PAPER!!

damn!! yeah maybe

it looks kinda ugly huh?

i guess so.Well,i will

have to wait till monday

to hear what my teacher's

comment.So takecare people!

buh-bye!

2009-07-16T18:41:00.000-07:00

My nearly "done" paperCUT artwork

HEllo ! whoah so much to update.

But not sure where to begin with.

ok firstly i will forgive that person:)

Secondly need to get my hair colour black

again coz i've been given a reminder.

thirdly,i would like to announce that indera-
wasih manage to get into FINAL. huhu! LOL

Forthly,..hmmm..nahh..thats all.haha

Some pictures here to brighten the post :D

2009-07-12T12:52:00.000-07:00

RELIEVE,WORRIED,CONFUSE

RELIEVE

glad that we manage to dance well in

the competition. Now the only thing to

wait for is the result.hoping to get into

the FINALS(insyallah,jika ader rezeki:)

WORRIED

im worried about this 9months girl

(my niece-nur sabrina natasha)

She's having a high fever from

yesterday.So bring her to the

nearest family clinic at NIGHT
becoz her temperature keep

increasing.It was lucky that

i came back home on time

at 10plus PM.Hoping she will

get well soon...........................

CONFUSE

All of a sudden,those feelings came back.

i thought that i had threw emm far

away.But i was wrong.Seeing his face ,

i could feel this strange feelings.i can't

express it coz its hard to tell.What

is that feels trying to tell me??im

confuse."Ya allah,please show me the

answers to all those mystery feelings."

And why do i have to fall for him in the beginning?

I wish to turn back the time when

i never knew you,you never knew me.

2009-07-07T23:35:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey,

Summary:

mornin as per usual,had school,

recess,lessons,then go library

return books,go home.

it was fortunate that i arrived

school on time,i was nearly late.

if it happen so,my 7th times late.

ahahahaha padehal rumah gue

dekat dey,just behind the school.

Hahaha something happen after

recess,actually i forgot that my class

just move down to level 1 which is

4E2 classroom,due to my dear friend

whose leg is fractured.whoah thanks TO

HIM i PAISEYH again,(i went to level 2

which was previously my classroom used to

be)wakakaka oh well tomorrow first thing

in the mornin,have to always remember that

my classroom location is on level 1 NOT 2.

And again thanks to my dearest fractured fren,

i will have to walk up the stairs to level4 for

MATHS &MT lessons everyday !! i will

assure you that in one week,you make me LOSE

WEIGHT,if this continues for the rest of the year,

I WILL BECOME BONES!!

Then during english lessons,

crack some jokes with mai&nelson,

we laugh like crazy,as if teachers don't

exists in the classroom(btw my english

teacher did not come so ITs PARTY TIME).

After school went to library with mai&dewi,

return books,then go "sportsLink" coz i want

to survey on adidas sneakers.UNFORTUNATELY!

the sneakers i've been craving for is GONE.

WTH ! takpe luh bukan rezeki gue deh.

then again

HOME SWEET HOME

2009-07-05T21:48:00.000-07:00

i'm feelin tired but its fun though.

got KENDARAT at cousin's relatives.

im just helpin out.Theres also a show-

case of KUDA KEPANG.it was indeed

interesting especially the music thingy.

My 2ND time watchin it.

Theres competition going on next sat,

so i will have to brush up my steps &

focuse.it was lucky that tomorrow is

YOUTH DAY! jyeah beybeh!gonna rest:)

creativity

2009-07-04T22:36:00.000-07:00

crying joyfully

2009-07-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

As i have promise!

HERE's THE photo:

To my inderawasih peeps,

you people are like

brothers&sisters to me.

Well i hope you

sincerely treat me

like one.haha.You

had taught me the

true colours of teamWork!

im glad.jyeah! i will

remember you guys,

even in 5yrs 10yrs /etc.

i promise.You people

are nice&pretty(macam saya)

ahahahahaahahhaha

So thats it then,i dont know

whats more to say.

You guys are just

WONDERfool!

oh oh sorry!

*correction:WONDERful:)

And Secondly the youth day pics:

More photos of me???,find me in faceBOOK,But pls add me coz its private

*some photos were taken in school toilet (ahahaha buat malu jek aku ni)so i hope you dont mind alright??!!

good mornin

2009-07-02T21:24:00.000-07:00

Holla,good morning!

Now im currently at

school,surfing the internet.

My apology for not

updating the past few days.

Well hmm photos will

be uploaded soon

(the AYG)

okay,k,k bye

*im in a hurry

Sing along:)

2009-06-27T08:08:00.000-07:00

One day i caught myself smiling for no reason,

then i realized i was thinking of you :)

Lyrics included in this video,enjoy:)

*i wish to be like that GEUM JAN DI(female),

*i want my GU JUN PYO(curly guy)to be like ????

hahahaha i was just jokin,

all this turn out to be FANTASY.

REMINDER:they arent real.

Buzzzzzzy:)

2009-06-26T07:01:00.000-07:00

Hello,Hello,Hello

This whole week,

was really busy.

But i did really

enjoy.And and

went bowling twice.

Firstly with cousin,

then yesterday with

inderawasih's friends.

At last im done with

online homework(elearning).

it took me two days.(haha

slow!)oh wait! not done yet,

im left with june holiday-

homework.Ahhh!! NOT

FINISH! Its really pathetic,

given two sets of homework

in one month.

Talk on phone with shakila

just now,to kila

"sori tau tk tanye khabar ko,

coz got lots of things to be done"

Then we non-stop

talk,talk,talk,talk,talk,talk

ahahaha.

Yay! monday goin to AYG(live),

haha speakin of AYG,

i remembered something about

yesterday morning,firstly

humaira text me sayin that

practise was cancel.then siin text me

saying that need to meet cikgu to

collect consent form for AYG.

i was like HUH *blurr

i thought it was WAYANG

coz maybe ayg was a short-

form for wayang.Then ask siin again

"cikgu nk bawak kiter gi tengok

cerite ape uh?" later siin reply back,

he said"wayang ape? its AYG.on 29th."

ahahahhahahahhahahahha

"ouh AYG,aku fikir ape tah"

Am i that blurr people??

i think i am:)

Releasing the stress

2009-06-24T18:59:00.000-07:00

Too many things stressing me out.

But in the end i realize that i dont

have to think too much coz i believe

that THINGS will turn back normal:)

Got practise just now,haha i kena lots

of scolding from instructor coz of my

CARELESS STEPS. AI-YO-yo thambi!!

Nevermind,tomorrow,promise that

i wont be careless & blurr SOTONG.

And and,i will learn from mistakes!

Jia yo!! i can do this!!

Well to be sure why am i being blurr

just now coz TOO many things

messed up in my mind.Hais,i shouldnt

include my personal problems into

dance practise just now.My mistake.

SORRY friends!

Thats all for today peeps!

toodles!

tata!

bye:D

Bowling outing with cousin

2009-06-23T12:05:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey,yesterday went to safraTAMPINES

play BOWLING. its DAMN fun!Went with kak nabilah.

After bowling,off to changi airport T3 for lunch.

haha jauh pe nk makan lunch.

So here's the pictures:

We took stupid pose!

And in the end i WIN THE GAME!!

muahahaha,Anybody want to challenge me???

Happy Father day :D

2009-06-20T18:39:00.000-07:00

To my dad:

Happy Father day!

Thanks for your effort in raising us(me&other Siblings)

I ♥ MY DAD! Heroku!

My DAD face(haha! sleepy guy)

Ejen Cinta

2009-06-17T22:59:00.000-07:00

CAN't WAiT FOR This !

HAVE TO WATCH!

ahhh! (im screaming)

2009-06-17T16:46:00.000-07:00

i HATE

JUNE HOLiDAY

AsSiGnMeNt!

sxr!BN,!@!@$%#t%t^(*^

Searching the answers

2009-06-16T23:51:00.000-07:00

currently listen to : itu yang pasti by tengku adil

I just want to forget the way you treat me.
no more flashback.
i don't want to have a crush on you(him).
Coz that sucks!

Look at my age!im fifteen
Female teens should be studying at this age.

im trying to suit myself in that way.
Yeah maybe it hurts me when you don't know the truth.
Let it be this way coz you might probably know it someday(maybe when you graduate)

BUT I DON'T KNOW MYSELF!im LOST!
Theres this feels that urge me to tell you right away,
Im scared,
Honestly,i don't care about your looks!(you said it yourself that u got no looks)
if you know who you are,ask me personally,
i will tell you the answer(if you're the right person)

it's SHOWtime,ENJOY!

2009-06-15T11:16:00.000-07:00

Gentarasa 09

2009-06-13T23:10:00.000-07:00

The gentarasa was WAY AWESOME!

its actually a comedy theater,

damn funny(especially with the actors: Suhaimi yusof&Khairuddin samsudin)

i got to wake up early so as to reach at the nanyang poly(around ang mo kio) on time,

Then meet up with my cousin(aini),

take bus no.72(if im not wrong),

The journey took about an hour,

pantat sakit pe duduk dalam bus sejam WTH!

Biler pt back gate,

jeng jeng jeng

Me & kak aini sesat,

we were like lost coz dunno wheres the auditorium,

nasib ade satu chinese lady yg tolong kiter,

When we reach the auditorium,haha

we like paiseyh coz pt luar auditorium tu,

ade station verification(due to H1N1),

ape lagi dengan kesungguhan saya bersama kak aini,

kiter menulis borang tersebut,

hahaha BY RIGHT,THAT VERIFICATION TK COMPULSORY,

waakakaka,

i only got to know when i see no one wrote that form,

ahahaha,

Lepas tu,

kiter gi menonton GENTARASA 09!jyeah!

Aini ft. JANA

Sorry readers,i took only 1 photo coz:

FORGOT TO BRING CAMERA!!!

Evidence

My niece

2009-06-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

Introducing 1st niece:Girl

Nur Sabrina Natasha

Introducing 2nd niece:Boy

Aqil Shayyan

Finding peace:)

2009-06-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

I must change! ,change to be a better person.

Nobody in this world would want to be bad

unless that he/she is ungrateful.

okay,okay let me get to the straight point,

these few days i've been having a bad temper.

seriously im lost,

i dont know how to control it.

This june holidays has been the worst for me.

Fyi i've been trying to keep myself happy.But i cant !

Problems kept entering,
Im really afraid that i might suffer from Depression,

thats even more worst than being a Confuse person.

ya allah s.w.t,please give me the strength to face the reality of LiFE.

my mum said;

"Nobody is perfect because they too make mistakes."

To mum:

you've given me your support,

you were willing to hear out my probs,

you understands me well

& always knew my good intention for others.

Thank you mum

*sobbing

Im trying my best from now onwards,

to always be patient when facing any obstacles in life.

i didnt go art camping today due to some reasons.

So i went out just to relieve myself from stress,

then meet up with kila&efah at bedok library-->mac,

"im sorry(to kila&efah),im in no mood to joke today.

But i would want to say thank you

for listening to what i have to say just now.

:)

2009-06-05T17:38:00.000-07:00

Hey readers,

i just come back from bedok cc with kak aini.

Aduhai,biler dh sampai;THE tix SOLD OUT,only left one tix.

But then that Mister said that probably more tix will arrived.

WHEN?? i dunno ley.

But not to worry,Im very sure to WATCH the gentarasa:D

After that went to bedok library(return my books),

alamak!gue kena FINEWant to know how much??

90cents only,

but still it cost alot for me.

Thanks kak aini for listenin to my story.

You're right i should just focuse on my acadamic studies

if not i would suffer in future.

I just realise it(im SO SLOW haha)

yeah maybe i have watch to much love stories.

And as for my friend(the particular person

who've been acting moody&quiet

during dance practise these few days),

If you have a problem,then share it with us(me& other inderawasih frens),

Dont just keep still&behave odd-ly,

I apologize,becoz i dunno know how to approach ya

Well tomorrow theres syf dance showcase,

u guys can come down see us&other schools performing

time:i think 2plus-???

venue: near east coastpark,Big splash

"marina kof,ah i dunno the name haha"

If anything,

I WILL CONFIRM WITH U GUYS TOMORROW MORNIN ya:D

Yours sincerely,

JANA

LEE MIN HOO

2009-06-05T00:20:00.000-07:00

Majority,Girls would vote for kim hyun joong(ji hoo) becoz :

I DONT KNOW..

BUT as for my taste,I PREFERRED goo joon pyo:

WHY?theres certain reasons im not gonna reveal becoz ???

nt gonna tell you:)

SO peeps YOU WILL HAVE TO WATCH

boys over flowers

in order to know whats the meaning of real life

involving with LOVE problems,matters& etc.

Feelin moody

2009-06-04T16:34:00.000-07:00

IM ANGRY with someone!

AAH!

revision revision

2009-05-31T17:58:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillahツ that holidays just started .

But frankly speakin,im not happy.

I need lots of english revision becoz my grades has DROPped.

Heres my mid results:

English :U

Science chem(fail)/bio(pass) :U

Art :1

Mathematics :3

Malay language :5

Combined humanities :5

I really need to put lots of BOOST ENERGY myself this JUNE.

Now im planning to write a TIMETABLE so as to keep myself balance.

Ahah! art camping(8th-9th june,two days one night,Can't wait for that.)

Malay dance showcase(nt sure when is it)

Gentarasa 09(kak aini,biler nk beli tix..??)

As for him: im still trying my best to treat you like a normal friend but if

you already know my feels for you,MAKE ME HATE YOU.

Im aware that you're avoiding from me,so probably you knew it.

I have nothin else to say but im sorry.

Yesterday went out of s'pore----->Johor bahru---->Ayer hitam

s'pore<-----Johor bahru<----Ayer hitam

Went together with mum&relatives,then reached home around 12+am.

And lastly: H'ppy birthday my dearest brother!

LOVE

2009-05-26T02:17:00.000-07:00

"would you rather be love by someone or would you rather love someone yourself?"If i choose "would you rather be loved by someone?",i fear that i would ended up not loving that person.If i choose"would you rather love someone yourself?",in the end im gonna lose that person i love.

Hush,Hush!What do i know about LOVE??!!!Maybe my mum is right that i will never understand what it means in my teenage life until i've reach to become an adult.

Seriously im not in the mood to love you anymore.She wins.Well i don't know who she is.But definitely im not the one that suits you(him) right?Sometimes you have to let it go if the one that you had a crush on ,is taken.Now im really trying my best to let you off from my mind.I just gonna ignore you for a few days even in school.When everthing is back to normal,ps:im very sure that im gonna treat you like a normal friend,not more than that.i think i've made the right decision.

my birthday

2009-05-24T10:40:00.000-07:00

Photo 24may09:My birthday celebration

without ibu,i woudn't be here

Thanks sis fer the birthday cake

with my beautiful cuzzins:D

Photos on 23may09 at changi airport T3

Lathifah(new friend"HELLO"),Shakila,humaira&me

My CHILDhood picture

2009-05-20T16:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i found my old pictures becoz i got nothin better to do.So feel free to take a look.It's quite blurrr so bare it with ya..

My CHiLDhood picture:

Strong believes in what you want to be

2009-05-18T22:40:00.000-07:00

To iBu:

Please let me have my own decision in my life,ambition etc.i just want to be treated like an adult alright.I know in your point of view,im still young and I really appreciate that..But ibu each year,month,days,hours,minutes etc.,im growing slowly..Growing to become mature.So which means I can THINK,SEE the right & wrong Doings and etc.My points to all these is that I don’t want to do something that doesn’t fit my interest and I mean My Ambition.When that happens,I will end up being a JOBLESS person, a person without proper life/future.And I don’t want that to happen.So please ibu,let me have the chance to decide what I want to be..im hoping that you will understand of what i've been trying to say:)

Yours sincerely,
JANA

2009-05-16T21:10:00.000-07:00

Yaw people,
*currently listenin to 'always-elliot yamin'
Speakin of elliot,i just know that he produced a new album:FIGHT FOR LOVE

Back to topic,elliot's hairstyle looks better the lastime than now,too CURLY:

So just enjoy the music playin ya!

Just now ,went out with siin coz he wants to buy hoodies which in the end he got element thingy hoodies..
"siin kau bwk aku exercise pe! jalan satu round pe jauh..aku penat seyh"
"tkpe uh biar kau kurus,mane tk gemok!"
Guess what he bring me walking a long distance heading to kfc.. pfffttt!

After that i went to bedok to get 3 packs of nasi ayam for my members at home becoz ibu tk masak hari ni pasal dier penat & nk rest.."tkpe luh ibu:D"
My dad went for masak2 at people's wedd so hari ni dier tk alik rumah.

ok luh tats all for today:D:D:D

Yours sincerely,
JANA

Bored

2009-05-15T15:20:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps, so how's ur day?Not good.Me too.Im really sick of tolerating my friends behaviour.But what can i do??
Well the answer to that:NOTHING.
Will just have to be patient.To Forgive&Forget,thats all im capable of you see.
Nahh forget about the probs,its causing me more headaches!

Let's talk bout something else alright:)

Hmm today's dance practise was cancel due to some problems.im not quite sure about that.And i was not allowed to go to ite simei just now.Pffftt!!! Reasons:didnt hand in acknowledgement form. But my parents has been informed by me seyh.Still teacher won't allow me to follow.NO CONSENT FORM NO GOING.
Next thing,i have to stay in school.Boring giler duduk pt sekolah! (accompanied with dewi&Xingying)
Luckly an hour later,mr sani bring us to the AVA-room to watch movie: BANDofBROTHERS.
the movie was quite ok.my ratings to that :average.
But we only watch for 2/4 of the movie becoz TIME TO GO HOME!

im down

2009-05-12T18:50:00.000-07:00

Please i need a hugg...somebody?? im really really feeling down right now:(.Just got my english result,its so badly done.This time im really gonna get whack from mum.What should i do ????HELP?? why cant i just pass slighty abit for my english paper.Sedang kan english is a formal thingy thing seyh.Well probably OR maybe when it comes to exam,my brain SYSTEM gone xiow2.My subject english teacher said to me that my vocab is becoming worse.Is this the end of the world for me??Or is there any hope for me to improve?? Well walauape pon i did my best for that subject paper.All i can do is to pray and hope for better results for other subjects:)

yu hu

2009-05-11T05:43:00.000-07:00

Hey lame seyh tk update blog..PEOPLE have complaining about my previous blog,"ITS DEAD"...

Its not that i dont want to update,but got no time ley...Well actually i just came back home from my aunt house just to take a shoe which kak aini tk leh muat(too big for her)..Thnks anyway,save my money not to buy new school shoes.

Besok dh sekolah.Exam pon dh habis jyeah beybeyh i luvin it!! dh boleh lepak2,chill2 and ETC.

Inderawasih training pon dh nk start,have to win these upcoming competition..

Previously on saturday9th/may/,went to expo with mum to celebrate early mothersDAY and watch concert..Her favourite artist was there to perform,ape lagi mak aku pon hyperactive luh.The show was damn syiok TK PEGI RUGI BEB.there's parts comedy and kelaka luh.OVerall,the HAPPENING!!

To my mum: wo aii ni,I♥IBU,you are the one that always kept me strong,feed me,shower me with mothers love and etc. Just to let you know that i will never forget the hardwork you went through as a mother ツ

CREDITS:To nurul jannah